The Finding

Growth
The expansion from musician to artist
No one really knows what it takes
Thoughts of being stuck in pre-madonna
Quotes
The words from the mouths of others
Trying to confide in my own thoughts
Yet they seem to retain no colour
And I'm trying to find a new way
To metaphorically arrange
Organize my rationale on a simply complicated life
Because of pride in respect of my manhood
Refusing to wear my heart on a sleeve
On which everyday detaches itself to exemplify a new shirt a new feeling
Dressing the way you feel, I want to remain undetected
Phones calles received from day to day, emails and text messages
I want a new number to escape folks placing upon me a new pressure
But the new fad has become to speak on how you feel
After that's done, what's left to say to the one in who you feel something real
Somedays its really like this is going to work
Creating scenarios in environments, formulating like the flight of birds
Thoughts of the obscure
Conjugating a language in which is immensely the worth of dirt
Yet someone is going to seek the relief in someone who feels the same
And confides in what I find to be incomplete
Trying to find a back-wall to unleash my stress to
After so much build up the toll has me feeling completely out of loop
Completely out of sync, falling forever in this dream
The only scary thing is leading my self into a person
In whom I am not meant to be